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Tweak says, "Forever ever delayed."

Peter "so fucking done" Pettigrew (somanyregrets) wrote,
@ 2009-07-03 03:53:00

I suppose since my former associate decided to make himself known I might as well use this to say something instead of watching ~~for any sign of~~ the pettiness that the majority of you seem to spew. Quite frankly, it's amazing how comforting solitary confinement can be when your mind is nothing more than a mess. It gives you time to sort out the clutter, figure out where your life took a wrong turn, and focus on those things that are truly important.

It isn't as though I'm any worse off here than I was before. And it isn't as though anyone seems to care that I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I simply goes to prove that the paranoia that I had for the majority of my life was justified. Peter Pettigrew could vanish into thin air, and no one would notice or care.

I've been told that it's July now.

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	moonstricken 2009-07-03 02:23 pm UTC (link)
	You're wrong. We noticed and we care. We'll get you and James out of there. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-03 02:34 pm UTC (link)
	To what, throw us right back into that mess of lies? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moonstricken 2009-07-03 02:36 pm UTC (link)
	What lies, Peter? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-03 02:39 pm UTC (link)
	The lies that we told, that we all told, about who we really are and what we really stand for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moonstricken 2009-07-03 02:41 pm UTC (link)
	And what did they tell you was the truth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-03 02:45 pm UTC (link)
	Nobody told me anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moonstricken 2009-07-03 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	What do you think is the truth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-03 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	That all we've done is make hypocrites of ourselves, Remus. Our ideals have already been compromised, and this is a fight that we cannot win. Better to save our lives than die for a dream that has already been destroyed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moonstricken 2009-07-03 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	My wife was not murdered for nothing. You think giving in to their tyranny is really living? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-03 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. About Marly. I never wanted any of you to get hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moonstricken 2009-07-03 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	You should be here. With us. Not with the people who are killing your friends. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fortiscadere 2009-07-04 02:44 am UTC (link)
	I'm pleased you've been able to do that Peter. It can be so difficult to sort through the nonsense sometimes. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jamesopotter 2009-07-04 03:30 am UTC (link)
	You would know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sapience 2009-07-05 04:44 am UTC (link)
	Don't give into this, Peter. We need you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 04:49 am UTC (link)
	You have plenty of pawns. Losing one makes no difference. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 04:53 am UTC (link)
	Every one of us does. You are stronger than resigning yourself to whatever they're telling you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 04:54 am UTC (link)
	I spent a month fighting it. But there is only so long before reality intrudes upon delusions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:01 am UTC (link)
	We're not giving up on you, Peter. Do us a solid and don't give up on us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:04 am UTC (link)
	Is that code for "Don't tell them anything vital that might get someone killed"? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Have you told them anything that might get some one killed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:07 am UTC (link)
	I doubt it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Marlene is dead. We can't lose you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:14 am UTC (link)
	Marlene was useful. I am no loss. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Is that one of the lies they're feeding you or just your own blasted insecurity speaking? Snap out of it, whatever it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Is this the part where I'm supposed to play good little soldier? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:30 am UTC (link)
	Honestly? Yes. It is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:32 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Auror Moody. I'm not my father. And I can't see things so black and white. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sapience 2009-07-05 05:36 am UTC (link)
	We're going to get you out of there, like Remus said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	somanyregrets 2009-07-05 05:50 am UTC (link)
	Don't bother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	franked 2009-07-05 06:12 pm UTC (link)
	No, every one of you is important. We don't abandon our own. (Reply to this) (Parent)